I'm having 'FLU'

Sometimes hot, sometimes cold....that is why i'm having such a serious 'FLU' now. Can please end this right here, right now? i don wanna fight no more...i just wanna go back to those sweet old time when we can spend hours on the phone talking bout everything. yeah...when i look back those time, it seems like very sweet and loving. however, i did not notice that last time. I guess people will only realize what they have after they lost it. Wondering will i be able to find back those feeling? I don't want to be tap in the cold any longer... because when there is a slight warm it will make you think that everything is ok now...but the next minutes, here you are, trap in icy cold again... To make the matter worse, there is no doctor to seek for, no medicine to cure this sickness...