Sunday, October 28, 2007

My day as a "Dolly Girl"

I'm working at 4 Carrefour Outlet today. At first, i thought that it's an easy job. Just distribute balloons to kids, and ask parents to come over to our booth. Somemore, i got a supervisor to bully. kakaka...no la. He's very friendly and nice to work with. wanna c my working picture? promise me you won't laugh and i will show u. haha..(opps, i'm da one who is laughing)





I went to Klang, Mid Valley, Cheras and Subang Carrefour today. First time in my life i went to so many supermarket in 1 day. Now both legs very tired....
I am tired too...travelling from 1 place to another place is kinda tough. But 1 thing is cool about that. Me and my supervisor travelled using GPS. haha....ok. i know i sound like i just came from cave. But, isn't it cool...2 ppl with no sense of direction and we did not get lost when travelling to so many places. lol...
okok...thanks to technology breakthroughs.



Me and my supervisor....

Time to get some sleep now... kids and parents!!! here i come again.....

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Fragile Me....

Finally i break down and cry. Nobody knew it. Nobody know why. I wish that you will understand. Hope that you will care. I really wanted to tell you everything. Everything. But when i got the chance, i blew it up. Why? Because i don't wan to show my own stupidity. My jealousy and lack of self-confidence. I wish you can help to me to go tru this moment when i'm feeling so down. but yet, i'm afraid to let u know how fragile i am. Never thought that i needed you so badly. and you never know about this as well...

Friday, October 19, 2007

Spiderweb All Over My Body

3 months holidays...My plan was to work as freelancer. Well, until now, i still doing nothing. Can't find any job...yet. And everyday doing nothing. Juz surfnet, eat, sleep...alot of ppl like to be so free. and they can really enjoy this type of life. well, i don't. Really. I prefer to have something to fill up my empty time. If i continue to be like this, i can be a spidergirl soon. haha...spiderweb all over my body. Duh, that sound scary! it's disgusting....

The Last Photo

I used to think that this photo is just "a photo". But now, when i see this photo, it means alot to me. This photo is taken 1 week before my grandfather got stoke. He is already very thin. Well, after he got stroke, he become even thinner. Everytime i look at this photo, i will feel regret why i did not spent more time with him when i got the chance. Just as the usual teen will do,i sit in front of the pc, or eyes on the tv and maybe fingers busy typing sms.
Have you ever kiss or hug your grandparents and parents before? As i am from a family that is more on the Chinese culture, these things is rarely happen. However, i dare myself to make the first move. I afraid if i did not do it while i have the chance, tomorrow maybe too late. And i still remember how good i feel for the very first time i kiss his forehead. To my surprise, my grandpa smiled. That was the moment i will never forget. "I love you, grandpa. And i pray everyday that you can recover someday."