Final Paper....

Yeah, 3 more days to go. Then i will be free....for 3 months. haha... Can't wait for this to end. Well, all I can say is the exam in UTAR is much more tougher than at KTAR. Wanna score a good grade? haha...i bet you really need to work hard. And i mean real hard. I learn to accept that. So, never ever expect to get a good grade. Just aim for normal will do. cuz the exam is full of tricks and traps...You can never predict what will you face and the moment you get the exam question is the most heartbeating moment. Don't get shock if the question is asking what you never heard before...

I Know You Are By My Side

I know you are by my side,
But you just stand there doing nothing,
Not even a thing that can help me,
When I cried out for help, you just stand there.

I know you are by my side,
But you do nothing for me,
When tears filled up my eyes,
Where is your shoulder for me to cry on?

In the crowded intersection across the road,
I'm standing there with you by my side,
But you want me to stand tall by myself,
You want me to face this all alone.

The time when we can talk just about anything ,
Via Alexander Graham Bell's invention,
The fun, jokes, fights and quarrels that we endure around these few years,
Have been replace with dead silence.

Why does my heart tighten up,
Just by thinking of you?
Why can't this pain ease,
when you are by my side?

Sometimes, I'm brimming over the times we had together.
I wonder staying by your side,
for the rest of my life is a waste of time and hurting myself deeper?

I want to share the happy and painful things with each other,
You are the only one can fill the empty space in my heart,
Is it okay if I say selfish things just a little?
Hold my chest, that's faintly shaking!
Hold it firm so my heart won't ache again...
Because I want you to know...
That my LOVE for you is STRONGER than anyone else!

Don't ask "WHY"

Sometimes we just do things without a reason. We can't even explain why we do things like that. Example like, I can just simply phone my mom for no reason. Just call for fun? haha... then let her scold me "soh lui". Sometimes i think we do need a break. Do we have to be so reasonable all the time? I'm just so tired of it. Why every little things that I do, you wan to ask the W question? Now let me ask you back. Do you need a reason to phone your girlfriend/boyfriend or someone that you like? Can't you just dial their number and tell them i call for no reason? just wanna hear your voice? I guess this will make everyone happy when they hear that rite? So what the hell is that to keep on asking that question WHY?

Everything have change....

All the old memory that we 've shared together suddenly flashed back my mind. Yes, i admit i really miss those moment we used to shared together. Laugh together and cry together.... But I can't let go. Feeling hurt, n betrayed, being neglected. You have changed so much that when i look at you, I hardly see the person you used to be. Is it my fault that I can't accept changes in someone behaviours? I don't know. All I know is, everything is no longer the same. Perhaps now is the best way for us. I still remember the happy moment we shared together. However, those happy moment can't help me to erase those pain and disappoinntment that you brought to me. Just one thing for sure, i will remember you forever.